Tristen Nash was 26 when he died in October

Tristen, died after suffering a seizure and going into cardiac arrest.

Nash has had difficulties coping with the loss of his son.

t the 12-week mark since Tristen's death Monday, Nash seemed to insinuate he recently had suicidal thoughts

"Time flies when you got a gun in your mouth. I mean, time flies when you're having fun," Nash said on his "Kliq This" podcast.

Nash's co-host, Sean Oliver, quickly tried to get Nash off the topic.

Don't play like that. You have guns, so you can't say those things," Oliver said

Nash replied, "I can do whatever the f--- I want to do. Long as I leave a note."